I absolutely refuse to cave in. I refuse to give power to these intense feelings. Feelings are feelings. That’s all they are. I cannot control what they are, but I control my reactions to them. Hold on, let go, hold on, let go. It’s a balance. Right now, I’m letting go. I am allowing these emotions to fly away. Fly away. Fly away. Take a breath. It’s temporary. All of this is temporary. I will get through this. You know why? I’m one strong motherfucker. These are MY emotions. They belong to ME. I do not belong to them. Fuck this power imbalance. The tables are turning now. The wheel of this car is mine, and I’ll drive it whenever and wherever I damn well please.
Fly away. Fly away. Fly away.